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Pain Split

by Plead the Widow's Cause

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disrespect for a voice unheard has left a void unfilled white hot anger in my brain as I see the numbers killed helpless as I'm forced to be the guilt it spreads inside I would give my arms and legs to still another unjust cry for who could put a price on another human life and could you count the cost in gold of another human soul lip service is just spit in the wind don't think you're making a difference when all you do is pretend and pick and choose the ones you care for comfort yourself instead I'm just as guilty but I know what's at stake and those who kill don't show consistency it doesn't matter where you come from or who you are we all bleed the same I keep looking back, looking back and im ashamed I keep looking back, looking back and I'm ashamed of the thoughts that so encompass of the thoughts that so encompass me a condition I can't help and I wish that I was somewhere else somewhere else somewhere else disrespect for a voice unheard has left a void unfilled white hot anger in my veins as I see the numbers killed helpless as I'm forced to be, the guilt it spreads inside I would give my arms and legs to still another unjust cry
2.
Pain Split 02:24
I remember a place when I felt safe, a place when I felt loved Traded it away for something Something that would break Something that would leave my heart full of ache Time spent on the worthless things of here The things that I held dear Fully blind with both eyes open wide From Your voice I’ll try to hide You’re not beautiful to me anymore And now the truth clears all the fog from inside my head Repeating over and louder Repeat until I’m dead. “All my evil actions. And every evil thought Are taken down, and hold nothing now My soul has been bought” Blind by light Fight or flight Broken by strife Pain split life I remember a place when I felt safe, a place when I felt loved Traded it away for something Something that would break Something that would leave my heart full of ache I’ll enter in with one eye But with a heart that’s new I’ll enter in with one hand Hack it off and let me, let me get to You
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Where to even begin my story As I know my words will fail Tell of the person that you were And the person you are now Lying in that hospital bed The wounds begin to show themselves That devil late-stage cancer That you fought so hard and well I'm afraid of final goodbyes Even though it's not really the end After running for so long Grace claimed you in the end This life seems so long without you But I guess that's how it goes I know you're passing away soon There won't be a chance to say goodbye There won’t be a chance to say goodbye And your time is running out It's running out You made Christmases so special You loved going to the beach Every joy that you could give us And you truly loved to teach You had the greatest sense of humor I could always talk to you And now that all these things remain I'll miss you Until the end
4.
Spirits Away 02:00
Things don’t feel the same The excitement I used to feel is gone Is this getting old Or am I homesick Homesick for somewhere I’ve never been I long to be at the place with You Every second feels like a waste Striving desperately for a scent or taste It’s in those moments I feel You It breaks my heart to be away With love more faithful than the rising sun My love is weak and it wanders. I’m missing out Yet you always rescue Even in my resistance So is it guilt or homesickness That drive me back You say my guilt is covered I believe You Take me to be with You You say my guilt is covered I believe You Spirts away Let my flesh decay
5.
Diet Koresh 03:27
A starving broken beaten waste A dark shroud you won't escape Carried by your shaking legs To the place that you love best Come and give of your sickness Now dressed in white and forgiven Integrity is for the weak There is only truth in suffering Lucky for me you're losing sleep Let's stop pretending that you want things different Integrity is for the weak There is only truth in suffering Too many questions to be meek Let's stop pretending that you want an answer Please don't communicate To the ones that show God hate From your family turn away You don't need them anyway Why keep a wayward heart Or one’s own autonomy No need for worldly thoughts Your mind will be set free Those building bigger barns Forsake the narrow path The non-compliant burn In the fires of God's wrath Why keep a wayward heart Or one’s own autonomy? No need for worldly thoughts You'll all be just like me Integrity is for the weak There is only truth in suffering Too many questions to be meek Let's stop pretending that you want an answer God changed his mind and You're all damned to hell now Go, fast, and pray that We might make you well Go, and purge yourself from within Lie down in full submission My creation
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I can feel the fog of another day It grips at my uncertainty Now my worst fear has come to life And its becoming clear This poison never truly left me at all And now it's drawing near this poison never truly left me at all Like Peeling back the layer pasted down A temporary patch thought permanent Like Peeling back the layer pasted down A temporary patch thought strong Now I'm faced with everything I chose to be The weight of my transgressions suffocate So I’m coping returning to my drug of choice And i can hardly bear to watch I can feel the fog of another day It grips at my uncertainty Am i redeemed? Now my worst fear has come to life Get thee behind me I cry as I relapse It subjugates me I can hear it's mocking laugh I'm drowning in this bed I made for myself Get thee behind me it subjugates me And I've got no one to blame No one but myself I'm on the cusp of losing everything I love It claws my eyes and draws my breath out of my lungs I feel unworthiness touch All I long to be The filth it keeps its oath to always be with me I'm losing everything Making provision for my sin I try to hide
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I’ll vocalize frustration As I try to find my place in Uncertain things One thing that I'm sure of I'm embarrassing myself And dying slow In my aging skin No one knows what a failure i am Sometimes I stumble over my words when I speak Crushed by the weight of others' words I imagine I know I've gotten worse I've gotten worse and the worst part is I'm fine Im up at two am Overthinking all my life Crying wordless, but I’m alive I don't know how to fix myself Dancing around social cues Feeling like I'm meant to lose Held firmly down as I am paralyzed by fear Thoughts racing endless, I can’t sleep Dreading tomorrow where I don't want to be My body's aching and I need help No one knows what a failure I am I’ll vocalize frustration As I try to find my place in Uncertain things One thing that I'm sure of I'm embarrassing myself And dying slow I’m dying
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True Love 03:31
I can’t believe that You can look at me Make me believe that You could love me How can You bare the sight of me When I disgust myself How do I compare to Him My legs are broken I’ll try to follow Falling over and over again I swear I’ll catch up My crawling all in vain Sliding back into this hole I made I walk by weakness Yet Your love, it stays Never changing I can do nothing but rejoice I don’t deserve this I didn’t earn this My legs are broken And I cannot follow With Your perfect strength Carry me I’m waiting just for You Let me receive Let me receive Why have I gotten this True love for a fallen race The fire should have me True love for the broken race The doom should take me True Love, why protect me? True Love why? What is Your servant that You should show regard for a dead dog such as I? My legs are broken, and I cannot follow With Your perfect strength Carry me I’m waiting just for You Open my hands Let me receive

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released February 18, 2022

All Songs Written by Plead the Widow's Cause.
Recorded at Nada Recording Studio.
Mixed and Mastered by John Naclerio
Album artwork design and layout by Plead the Widow's Cause.

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